The hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.
THE END OF THIS YEAR
TODAY is the last day in year 2012 . . there's so many things that happened in this year . . bitter sweet memories that happened to me . . in this year i've learned so many things , about the reality of this life . . i've grown a little bit n been matured enough to think about the future . . tpy still ada budak nya lg laa haha . .
tlmpaw byk pkara yg tjady dlm tahun ne . . pkara yg telah mdewasakn aku . . mngajar aku erti khidupan . . cewahhh~ ayat x bole blah lgsg hahaha . . xdala . . dr tahun ne n tahun2 sblm ne , aku blajar byk pkara . . tentang cinta , kawan , study n masa depan . . bkn maw ckp aku ne da matang , xdala , rmai ckp aku ne bdak lg , tpy at least aku da bole pkir mana baek mana buruk , da bole pkir tntang masa depan aku . . right ?? untuk pkir suma 2 x smstynya maw tgu matang kn . . kdg ada org smpi ke tua pn x matang lg , tpy da ada masa depan sndri . .
tahun ne aku dpt smbg deg aku , aku knl kwn bru , i mean classmate bru , aku convo pn taun ne . . ole sbb tlmpw byk pkara yg jdy taun ne aku pn bole confius that thing happened this year ka last year haahaa . . sot kn . . blajar benda bru , environment baru . . n kawan pn . . lama hehe . . adala kwn bru dak2 penang tpy x rapat sgt . . mcm drg pn wat hal drg masing2 . . ok2 gtu jak laa hehe . .
ckp sal kwn ne , tyme ne bru la nmpk kn kwn mana yg owez ada dgn kta tyme kta susa n sng , n kwn mana yg ada dgn kta tyme sng jak . . :) no hurt feeling but this is the truth right ? i've learned to many things sal kwn ne . . dr dlu smpi skg . . aku ne law bab kwn touching nya mngalah kn dlm bab cinta2 . . cewahh~ aku mmg hurt more sal kwn ne . . haha . . tpy skg i try to use my heart less . . hehe . . mlaz da nk touching2 ne . . tpy slama ne aku touching pn dyam2 jak haha . . thats better kn :)
dala malaz maw ckp byk , merepek jak aku taw . . here's some of my memories for this year . . :)
during my convocation day
raya 2012
my classmate
activity spanjang taun ne . . some of it
ok laa . . that's all laa . . malaz maw merepek lg . . penat aku hahaha . . maw mcri mknan ne . . aku ne ari2 ada masala kelaparan hahahaa . .
believe it or not , its really my first time ok . . haha . . at first tnya incik google . . then da blurr da , called my mum . . n asked her how to cook "ayam masak merah" . . my dad laugh at me . . at first he didn't believe it that i want to cook . . haha . . grr~ jaat kn my dad . . hehe . .
bgn jak dr tdr , ps mndy apa suma . . sy n lynn bingung maw mkn apa . . then c lynn suh aku msak ayam masak merah . . trus sma2 la kmi ketawa sndri knun . . haha . . sot ne bha . . yala dua2 pn sgt2 "pndai" msak . . wahahaa . . slalu nya pija or mas yg masak . . tpy arini mas blik uma n pija pla demam panaz . . so tgl la kmi bdua . . kmi pn decide la maw p beli ayam separuh n bahan2 utk d masak after tnya incik google kt kedai bawah . . tpy suma bahan2 2 lynn yg spent , thank u lynn . . sbb aku maw bg duet dy xnak . . :)
lynn da masak nasi da cyap2 before p beli ayam td . . so bmula la projek masak memasak kmi . . hehe . . c lynn goreng ayam , utk pija n utk projek kmi . . c pija kmi goreng kn ayam sbb dy x bole mkn pedas . . n kmi dua ne pla hantu lada . . hehe . . aku pla blend sgala2 bahan yg perlu . . ps2 , blurr maw wat apa , called my mum la tnya mcm mna kn . . ps2 , kmi try n error jak la , bserta dgn tawakal . . haha . . berkat ksabaran n try n error serta tawakal kmi . . finally , its done !
CHAN !! ne la hasil nyaa . . penat lelah kmi bdua . . hehe . .
tpy comot cket la hehe . . ne bkn nk hidang dgn org pn . . kmi dua jak pn yg makan . . xpaya la lawa2 kn . . hehe . . tpyy perrghhh pedas dy . . aku yg hilang deria rsa ne pn bole kpedasan . . apa lg lynn . . hehe . . tpy mmg jady la org ckp . . hehe . . lawalaa . . bole improve lg ne kn . . yeaahhaaa . . nty kmi nk try masak laen lg . . hehe . . bangga la parents i ne i da pndai masak . . hehe . .
terasa mcm best pla msak ne kn . . hehe . . xpala . . nty aku blajar g msak benda laen pla . . blajar basic dlu la kn org ckp . . berla org ckp aku x pndi msak . . tpy aku akan blajar jga bha . . xla jga slama nya aku x pndai msak . . law x pndai msak mcm mna maw kawen kn ? hahaa . . lucu ne bha . . kawen pla yg d pkir :P
ok laa . . that's all for this entry hehe . . nty la lg smbung k . . aku ngantuk pla . . c lynn da tdr da . . pija pn tdr . . so aku pn maw join the club laa . . hehe . . kiranya td maw bjln . . tpy since pija dmam , x jdy la kteorg jln . . :) ok laa . . daa~
GOOD MORNING :D
today as i woke up in the morning i suddenly have this kind of feeling . . the feeling that you think there's something missing in ur heart . . n then i realize that i miss my family . . i hate this kind of feeling . . to be short , I'M HOMESICK ! :'(
bgn2 jak rsa maw nanges . . nda ka pelik 2 ? haha . . trus knun kasi sibuk2 diri p mandy apa suma . . hmmm mcm baru mgu lalu jak my family dtg cne . . huhu . . last month , on 30th november , my family came to kl . . it's holiday right , so they went on vacation . . it's not my family only , my aunts n grandfather also came . . i'm glad to see them . . :)
2 weeks mcm 2 la drg kt cne . . n i only got to see them weekend jak , since i still have other responsibility , slaen dr sbg anak , responsibility as a student . . i need n i have to go class . . if ekt aty maw seja aku skip suma . . haha . . naseb aku nda ekt aty :p even jmpa tyme weekend jak , still bmakna . . asal bole spent tyme dgn drg , i'm thankful oredy . . hehe . .
mmg byk la aktiviti drg . . mmg btl2 on vacation la org ckp . . drg p nilai , mw cr kain n langsir . . smata2 ah sgup p nilai . . then my aunt ceta , drg beli comforter lg ahh . . bru 5 lg 2 d beli . . byg kn macik aku 2 org n my mum , bwa comforter , kaen n langsir dr nilai p masjid india . . perrgghh mmg bkarih la drg kn . . haha . . xpala . . asal drg appy ;p ps2 , drg p melaka lg ah . . ok im jealous . . seriously jealous . . huhu . . i can't go because i have class . . grrr~ wrong timing btl drg ne maw p melaka . . huhu . . xpala , 1 day i can go there jga 2 . . *kasi sng aty sndiri* haha . . n yg paling2 aku jealous lg , drg p aquaria . . kt klcc . . cita2 aku 2 dr dlu maw p sana . . perrghh again , im extremely jealous . . huhu . . xpa , aku p jga 2 nty . . haha . . wait n see seja . . ;p
msa aku sma drg kn . . hehe . . drg shopping aku pn shopping la kn . . n mostly knun my birthday present . . wahahaa . . xda2 btl la kn . . suma la knun adiah ari jady . . panat my dad n my aunt melayan sa . . hahahaa . .
drg ada gak p tmpt aku . . cne kt Shah Alam . . drg mw p I-City , mbawa bdak2 2 . . suma knak2 riang tmasuk adek2 aku hahaha . . again , drg p tyme aku class . . grr~ my dad antar aku p class ptg 2 , ujan lebat lg 2 . . naseb kami sewa keta . . law inda , mmg basah abes la drg . . my mum , dad n adek2 , p uma sewa kami . . naseb la uma 2 xla bsepah sgt . . tawla bz yg tramat sgt . . n smpt lg ah aku kna bebel sbb x kmas ktil huhu . . maka bkmas pn 2 . . just ada bju yg bru d angkat dr ampaian jak . . blk class aku lipat laa hehe . . my aunt jdy member ah d I-City 2 . . trus jdy member lg 2 . . n nda taw bla lg drg akn p sna . . aku ambek la card member drg 2 haha . . ehh correction , anty sa bg sa bha . . ;p
SUNWAY LAGOON . . hehe yeah i've been there with my family . . finally i got to join them on their activity~ haha . . . mmg best la p sana . . rasa mcm mw p lg . . hehe . . sbb byk lg park yg aku x masuk . . kna suh jaga bdak2 d waterpark . . grr~ poor me . . aku maw masuk scream park maw masuk 2 uma antu , maw maen d extreme park . . go cart . . grrr byk laa . . tpy x smpat . . huhu . . tpy mmg best la masa p sana 2 . . rsa mcm jdy bdak2 blik . . wahahaa . .
nmpk over sihat kn aku dlm suma gmbr2 2 ??? huhu . . sedi nya aku . . rindu bdan ku yg dlu . . mcm mna la ne maw kasi kurus blik ne ?? i need to work out !
okla . . i got to go . . mcm lapar pla . . mw mcri makan la ne . . tpy mcm xda selera pla aku . . hmmm . . nty la . . pndai2 la aku pkir sndri hahaha . . adui naa napa suda aku ne . . mcm pelik2 suda . . haha . .
GOOD BYE !