The hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.
HOLLA ~

how are u guys?? hehe~ mcm jak ada org baca blog ne kn . . trep feymes lae haha . . im in the middle of study week for this sem . . *rest for a while after studying transport phenomena subject , which is kinda tough for me* . . hell yeah its already study week n im already in my second year in Bachelor in Chemical n Process Engineering . . scary enough huh to hear the course tittle ?? well , for people like me , i guess yeah . . its freak me out . . i still wonder why i choose this course actually . . grr~
i start my final exam next year~ yeah next year . . haha . . my first paper on "10th January 2013" which is thermodynamics . . its hard , but transport phenomena is triple harder than thermo . . haha . . i just can't understand anything in that subject . . stupid enough ?? i guess ! haha !
me , alone at this house , almost everyday , since study week started . . coz my housemate sumanya keja :( poor me right ?? tpy bru2 ne c pija da brenti da , coz maw focus on study , katanya . . bgs la , ada jga kwn kt uma . . tpy still , i'm bored . . grr~ rutin harian aku ari2 , bgn ngadap laptop mkn study ngadap laptop mkn study tdr . . everyday mcm 2 . . what a boring life i have . . LMAO . . hahaha . .
here , i wanna share something with u guys . . this semester , like last semester , we had a language video project . . i took Germen language . . cool huh?! i think so hahaha . . ok , enough with the nonsense things . . just enjoy some of our pictures that we took just for the video . .
the night before our video presentation ^.^
yes , its us ! why ? unbelievable ? coz we're pretty enough ? haha . . ok bye . .
hehe this is my group mate for this project a.k.a my housemate . . most of us "cute" kn . . hehe . . we're cute in our own way :)
ok , enough with our pictures . . we're gorgeous right ?? yeah i know :P
the video . . still reconsidering about it to upload here . . since its not about me myself only . . so i need to get their permission 1st , then i will think about it again to upload it here . . hahahaa . .
ok i think its enough for now . . before its getting to long n people getting bored to read , i got to go . . haha . . adios !
hello blogger~ long tyme no see . . lma x update blog kn . . besala . . bz dgn study . . ok now i'll story a little bit about me in all this year . . im continue my study in Bachelor in Chemical n Process Engineering . . it kinda tough for a person like me , yg x brapa nak pndai ne . . grr~ haha . . n yeahh~ lma x update blog pn sal bz dgn study n have no time maw update blog . . later on i will try my very best utk update this blog . . i have to go . . coz i have to study hard since this is my final exam~ ok . . study mood on~ :P later on i will update this blog again n start to talk nonsense haha . . ok kidding~ choww~


pix ne taken tyme maw p uma org kawen on last saturday . . sy p 2 with my boifie n my frens from TDM . . jrg jga jln ma drg ne . . jdy bla ada ksmpatan spend tyme la ma drg . . :) after p uma org kawen 2 p kk . . tkar baju g taw p baju besa . . hehe . . lepak2 kat cp then p tnjung aru . . ceta2 story mory hehe . . then balik . .


gratitude unlocks the fullness of life .
it turns what we have into enough, and more .
it turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity .
it can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend .
Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow .



ok , this pix taken yesterday before p reunion :)
date : 4 Disember 2011
vanue : 2nd Beach, Tanjung Aru





yesterday, kmi ada gather2 gtu hehe.. reunion bha org bilang, sama2 my classmate tyme form4 & form5 dlu.. ne 2nd reunion da after SPM thun 2007, tpy yg 1st reunion 2 aku xdpt dtg, yg 2nd ne bru dtg.. hehe.. semuanya dtg kecuali kerul, fatimah, aboy, wahid, hafiz n adi.. wlupun xjga suma yg dtg kmarin, tpy still meriah n have fun..
kerul xdtg xtaw napa, drg kol2 dy masi tdr hehe, fatimah pla cz dy emergency kna suh keja, wahid n hafiz jan ckp la, drg d sna smnnjung, xdpt la maw dtg.. hehe.. n adi pla actually dy maw dtg, dy dr keningau, tpy tgu pnya tgu smpi tgh are, dy lum smpai g, kmi tpksa gerak dr tnjung aru p tmpat laen sbb ujan n angin tsgt la kuat, buli terbang org ehee~
at 1st aku xpasty g maw p ka x coz ada prob cket.. last minute, prob settle n aku pn p bsama2 my boifie.. d mna ada aku d stu la ada dy, n d mna ada dy d stu la ada aku, jan eran.. ehee~ bkn apa aku sja jak bwa dy supaya dy dpt knl kwn2 aku, gtu jga dgn kwn2 aku :) tpy kmi dtg lmbt cket la dr yg d jadualkn hehe.. mula2 yg ada aku shikin sawal, wan n daus jak.. ct radzi n chikin lum g smpi.. daus bwa family dy... anak dy comel sgt2 n x mmilih... waa best nya dy ada anak suda hehe.. mcm kepingin jga.. tpy xleh2.. sbar2.. kna g abes dlu study hehe..
byk kejadian lucu2 masa tgh mbakar ayam ne... smbil2 2 kami ambk la pix.. wlupun x byk... asal adala kn.. bz bceta smpi x engt nk ambek pix hehe.. after mkn, kmi bceta n mengimbau kmbali kenangan masa sekolad dlu.. pergghh! law engt2 balik.. gyla pnya nakal aku, sgka pla hehe.. bkn aku jakla, kmi semua pn nakal.. mmg clas kmi kna blacklist la oleh guru2 d sekola hehe.. bla engt2 semua yg kmi wat, lucu pla rsanya.. hehe.. mmg kngan yg xdpt d lupa 2.. yg manis2 jak la, yg pahit2 malaz maw engt hehe..
ok ne maw share la gmbr2 kmi are2 cket ehehe..



firdaus n his family... comel kn ank dy :)








ok yg ne jan eran,1st tyme pgg baby mmg mcm ne hehe.. relax ah wan.. hihi.. n ne bday boy today.. Happy Birthday Wan !




ok.. nela antra2 gmbr2 kmi kmrin.. bkn antra2, tpy ne kra mcm hmpir suma aku g msuk hehe... besar suda kami, dlu msi g mcm bdak2.. now suma pn da pndai pkir sal msa depan msing2... hehe.. ct n chikin hamzah study d ums skg, ct ambk akaun if im not mistaken, n chikin hamzah ambk sains sosial.. kerul study d poli ambk xpsty ambk pa.. bdak 2 kick cket hehe.. shikin sawal n radzi skg kerja, xpsty la drg keja apa.. daus n adi da abes study.. wan masi study ambk deg d UTP, Deg in Chemical Engineering.. course aku n wan sma, just beza dy aku bru dip.. hehe.. aku abes da ambk dip, now bambong d uma tgu result masuk deg taun depan.. hehe

lastly, i want to thank to my soul, my heart n my everything, my boifie coz owez be there for me, owez support me, n have tyme for me.. thanx love.. i really appreciate it.. for these two days, im so happy spent tyme with u.. even im with my frenz, u didnt mind n still company me to anywhere i go ehee~ im sorry coz make u woke up early in the morning even now ur practical finish oredy.. hehe.. u sacrifice ur sleep n rest tyme for me.. but i think that's what u should do hehe.. see how bad i am b.. hehe.. after this, u can get enough sleep k bos, promise wont disturb ur sleep, but juz for this week ;p
p/s: bos xbyk pla kta bgmbr dlm dua are ne kn... huhu... next tyme msty engt maw gmbr byk2 ah hehehe love u :)


"Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything
Yeah, I might mess around
And get my college degree
I bet my old man will be so proud of me
But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait
Oh yes, I said it, I said it
I said it 'cause I can"
lalalala~ today i don't feel like doing anything... lalalala~
hmmm today im soooo bad mood, no mood at all.. but im perfectly acting like nothing bothered me at all... im so good huh?! LOL~ puji dri sndri.. tia taw malu eh... ahaa~
there's something that i can't do anything at all... i did try my best, do whatever i can, anything that possible for me to do.. but seems it doesn't work at all.. i think it won't work if only 1 side, it need both side, might be.. hehe.. merapu lae.. lalalaa~ ...
ehmm... i will act perfectly from now on.. no worries, i will be fine, in your eyes... i promise i will act nice without leaving any suspicious... im smile outside but im deeply hurt inside.. :) no matter what.. i will smile, smile n smile... act like it's not hurt at all... aahhh no worries coz im gonna be fine, i will be fine, no im absolutely fine... haha.. what is it im talking about?? am i insane?? i must be crazy already... hehe..


last saturday, i went to sushi king with my lovely boy... hehe... perrrgghh!! it's been awhile since i ate sushi... im carving it for a long time oredy... thanx to u my love for bring me there.... but, before we had sushi for our lunch.. we have to do something for my younger brother who has studied in MRSM... since he can't go anywhere, he need my help... u know what kinda help he need?? he asked me to buy flower n chocolate for his gf... at first, i was shocked he asked me to do that for him.. yeah u know, i didn't expect this from him, coz before, he never think about gf, everything is about game... n now??? wow how he can be so romantic in such a time?? hehe.. it's good, he has improvement towards girl, just i hope that girl didn't hurt him by leaving him.. she would get some lesson from me, I SWEAR !



hmmm to sad we didn't took many pictures on that day... myb we're t0o busy search flower for my brother.. hehe.. it's oklaa.. next time we will.. right love??? :))
last word from me, i will be the happiest person in this world from now on... i won't cry, i won't hurt... no matter what, i will always smile n happy...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOHD FAKHREY FAEZ
20.11.2011

today is my 2ndd younger brother's birthday... n on 11.11.2011 was my dad's birthday... both of them have the nice date of birthday this year rite?? hehe... nice ne... my ade 20.11.2011.. my dad 11.11.11... waaa.. law maw tgu bday aku pn gtu nice dy pnya trikh, huhu xlama... 25.12.2512.. haha.. naa brapala umur aku 2?? nta idup ka x lae hehehe.. tpy xpala.. yg pntg kra spesel jua bday aku 2... tyme christmas... semua org pn smbut even if aku x kna smbut hehehe..
oleh sbb ade ku yg ketiga lelaki skg ne tgh spm.. kami just beli kek secret recipe ne, n take away kfc n pizza then mkn sma2 dgn dy d hostel... sna kmi bkmpung mkn depan hostel nya hehe... gyla byk mknan kmi 2 kn... kfc 2 barrel bha d beli.. ps2 sedekah ma kwn2 ade ku yg ada d asrama jga.. knyg smpai ke mlm bha.. mlm nda lalu lae maw mkn coz knyg... alhamdulillah.. :)) thanx mum, thanx dad...
hmmm myb my entry today kinda boring kn... haha nevermind.. actually i don't know what should i put in this blog... so i just post randomly, anything that i like.. can i?? for sure i can.. coz i have the right to do so.. haha.. ok fine im talked non - sense oredy... before its getting worse, better i stop here.. hehe.. oklaa... annyo :))