The hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

see the rain above?? that's what i feel today . . im fel like crying . . uwaaa~ today was my second last paper . . which is transport phenomena . . n like seriously . .
IT'S KILLING ME !
huhu . . dr awal sem aku x pam 1 apa pn sal subject ne . . n aku da try study awal utk subjek ne . . still aku xpam . . 1 ari before paper ne , bru aku paham BASIC subject ne apa . . byg kn , bru paham suda kna bg soalan yg perrghhh kasi sakit otak btl laa . . try wat last sem paper , ok jak . . xla ok sgt tpy kira still bole buat la . . suddenly paper for this sem , omaigad . . mcm tukar format pn ada . . huhu . .
see the question . . its damn hard ~ :'(

dala , lets forget about that . . da blalu pn . . da abes da pn paper 2 . . da usaha gak . . just skg ne tgl tawakal jakla . . huhu . . enough la 2 . . now kita story sal benda laen pla ea . . hehe . .
THE STORY BEGIN . . . . .

MY NEW FAMILY MEMBER ~ (anak ku ;p)
sy ada new family member ! hehe . . c Mok nama nya . . dy shangat shomel ~ haha . . trep cute lg kn . . wahahaa . . ps paper td , *hmm again engt blk sal paper td* kmi blk lalu pasar . . tiap ari rabu mmg ada pasar malam kt tmpt tgl kmi ne . . so , lalu la pasar 2 . . pija nak beli kura2 . . so kteorg p la gerai kura2 2 . . then tgk comel pulok kura2 ne . . wahaha . . trus nak jga beli . . hehe . .
seumur idup i selama 21thun , ne 1st tyme i have my own pet . . haha . . pet la sgt kn . . buahahaa~ dgn excited nya sy kol my dad n gtaw sal c Mok . . mw taw apa sentences 1st yg my dad ckp ? "xlma maty jga 2" ok dad , that's hurt =.=' hehe . . xpa , sy try la jga sebaik mgkin . . syg spnuh aty jiwa n raga . . haha . .
gelagat c Mok d hari pertama ~




auuww ~ comel kn . . hehe . . sy try akan jga sebaik mgkin . . nty update lg pkembangan c Mok . . hehe . . even sy x brane lg nk pgg c Mok ne . . sy akn berani kn diri utk pgg dy . . hehe . . apala 2 kn nak bela tpy x brani nk pgg . . hehe . .
ohh transport ~ aku bserah suda dgn ko ne . . tawakal jak la aku . . huhu . . ok la chow ~

THE END OF THIS YEAR


TODAY is the last day in year 2012 . . there's so many things that happened in this year . . bitter sweet memories that happened to me . . in this year i've learned so many things , about the reality of this life . . i've grown a little bit n been matured enough to think about the future . . tpy still ada budak nya lg laa haha . .

tlmpaw byk pkara yg tjady dlm tahun ne . . pkara yg telah mdewasakn aku . . mngajar aku erti khidupan . . cewahhh~ ayat x bole blah lgsg hahaha . . xdala . . dr tahun ne n tahun2 sblm ne , aku blajar byk pkara . . tentang cinta , kawan , study n masa depan . . bkn maw ckp aku ne da matang , xdala , rmai ckp aku ne bdak lg , tpy at least aku da bole pkir mana baek mana buruk , da bole pkir tntang masa depan aku . . right ?? untuk pkir suma 2 x smstynya maw tgu matang kn . . kdg ada org smpi ke tua pn x matang lg , tpy da ada masa depan sndri . . 

tahun ne aku dpt smbg deg aku , aku knl kwn bru , i mean classmate bru , aku convo pn taun ne . . ole sbb tlmpw byk pkara yg jdy taun ne aku pn bole confius that thing happened this year ka last year haahaa . . sot kn . . blajar benda bru , environment baru . . n kawan pn . . lama hehe . . adala kwn bru dak2 penang tpy x rapat sgt . . mcm drg pn wat hal drg masing2 . . ok2 gtu jak laa hehe . .
ckp sal kwn ne , tyme ne bru la nmpk kn kwn mana yg owez ada dgn kta tyme kta susa n sng , n kwn mana yg ada dgn kta tyme sng jak . . :) no hurt feeling but this is the truth right ? i've learned to many things sal kwn ne . . dr dlu smpi skg . . aku ne law bab kwn touching nya mngalah kn dlm bab cinta2 . . cewahh~ aku mmg hurt more sal kwn ne . . haha . . tpy skg i try to use my heart less . . hehe . . mlaz da nk touching2 ne . . tpy slama ne aku touching pn dyam2 jak haha . . thats better kn :)
dala malaz maw ckp byk , merepek jak aku taw . . here's some of my memories for this year . . :)


during my convocation day
raya 2012
my classmate
activity spanjang taun ne . . some of it
ok laa . . that's all laa . . malaz maw merepek lg . . penat aku hahaha . . maw mcri mknan ne . . aku ne ari2 ada masala kelaparan hahahaa . .


believe it or not , its really my first time ok . . haha . . at first tnya incik google . . then da blurr da , called my mum . . n asked her how to cook "ayam masak merah" . . my dad laugh at me . . at first he didn't believe it that i want to cook . . haha . . grr~ jaat kn my dad . . hehe . .
bgn jak dr tdr , ps mndy apa suma . . sy n lynn bingung maw mkn apa . . then c lynn suh aku msak ayam masak merah . . trus sma2 la kmi ketawa sndri knun . . haha . . sot ne bha . . yala dua2 pn sgt2 "pndai" msak . . wahahaa . . slalu nya pija or mas yg masak . . tpy arini mas blik uma n pija pla demam panaz . . so tgl la kmi bdua . . kmi pn decide la maw p beli ayam separuh n bahan2 utk d masak after tnya incik google kt kedai bawah . . tpy suma bahan2 2 lynn yg spent , thank u lynn . . sbb aku maw bg duet dy xnak . . :)

lynn da masak nasi da cyap2 before p beli ayam td . . so bmula la projek masak memasak kmi . . hehe . . c lynn goreng ayam , utk pija n utk projek kmi . . c pija kmi goreng kn ayam sbb dy x bole mkn pedas . . n kmi dua ne pla hantu lada . . hehe . . aku pla blend sgala2 bahan yg perlu . . ps2 , blurr maw wat apa , called my mum la tnya mcm mna kn . . ps2 , kmi try n error jak la , bserta dgn tawakal . . haha . . berkat ksabaran n try n error serta tawakal kmi . . finally , its done !




CHAN !! ne la hasil nyaa . . penat lelah kmi bdua . . hehe . .




tpy comot cket la hehe . . ne bkn nk hidang dgn org pn . . kmi dua jak pn yg makan . . xpaya la lawa2 kn . . hehe . . tpyy perrghhh pedas dy . . aku yg hilang deria rsa ne pn bole kpedasan . . apa lg lynn . . hehe . . tpy mmg jady la org ckp . . hehe . . lawalaa . . bole improve lg ne kn . . yeaahhaaa . . nty kmi nk try masak laen lg . . hehe . . bangga la parents i ne i da pndai masak . . hehe . .
terasa mcm best pla msak ne kn . . hehe . . xpala . . nty aku blajar g msak benda laen pla . . blajar basic dlu la kn org ckp . . berla org ckp aku x pndi msak . . tpy aku akan blajar jga bha . . xla jga slama nya aku x pndai msak . . law x pndai msak mcm mna maw kawen kn ? hahaa . . lucu ne bha . . kawen pla yg d pkir :P
ok laa . . that's all for this entry hehe . . nty la lg smbung k . . aku ngantuk pla . . c lynn da tdr da . . pija pn tdr . . so aku pn maw join the club laa . . hehe . . kiranya td maw bjln . . tpy since pija dmam , x jdy la kteorg jln . . :) ok laa . . daa~