The hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

Sunday 27 January 2013

unforgettable moment :)




waa . . this monkey is soooo cute ~ haha . . hallo guys ~ want some ice cream ? it's nyummy u know ~ haha . . ok what's wrong with me . . i think something is wrong somewhere . . grr~ :P



ok actually i'm nervous happy worried sad afraid arrggghhh everything messed up . . huhu . . xdala besar mana pn masala sy ne . . tpy sy pn xtaw laa hehe . . xdala , actually i've spent 5 days n 4 nigth with his family , i mean ibnu's family at kl . . sy rsaw , nervous n so on la mcm mna tanggapan drg dgn sy . . sy da try sehabis baek da . . tpy masala sy ne x pandai bwa bcerita . . huhu . . myb btl la kn certain org ckp sy ne sombong . . sy bkn sombong cuma sy xtaw nk cerita apa dgn family dy . . sy nak bcerita pn sy bhati2 . . sy tkt tsalah ckp or apa2 jak la yg buat drg tsinggung . . myb sy tlampaw bhati2 kot datz y sy xdpt nak bcerita dgn drg . . huhu

mmg have fun sgt2 la stay dgn drg . . n sy bhutang budi sgt dgn family dy . . sy stay dgn drg sy d support ok . . konon pada mula nya nak kongsi byar otel utk 1 malam , the night before our flight dgn kakak dy , tpy seriously kakak dy x nak ambil 1 sen pn dr sy . . tambah laa sy segan . . n fortunately , bapa dy xda stay dgn kami , sbb balik kg drg kt perak . . hehe . . risaw jga 2 if ada bapa dy . . xtaw nak behave macam mana , hihi . .



dy p kl dgn family dy sbb drg nak jalan2 1 keluarga . . 18hb jan drg p kl , tpy 2pn direct p kelantan , jumpa family drg kt sana . . at first his mum suruh bawa aku ne ekut p kelanatan , perrgghh gelabah x tentu arah aku . . haha . . bukan aku x maw , just maybe belum sedia kot nak jmpa family dy yg lain , yala , aku ne bkn family drg pn , n belum jdy family lg pn , so segan laa . . n nasib baek masa 2 aku still ada paper lg on 21st jan . . so adala jga sbb munasabah utk menolak . . :) then 23hb jan baru la drg p kl . . awal pagi aku bgn sbb ibnu suh aku jumpa drg d kl sentrel . . drg naik train dr kelantan smpi kl sentrel . . so dy maw direct jmpa aku . . hehe . . terharu nyaa i . .

jmpa kt kl sentrel n aku pn ekut la dy n family nya p otel . . segan malu jga aku maw masuk , sbb drg 1 keluarga kn , n baru balik dr kelantan lg 2 , 12jam pjlanan dlm train , msty drg maw berehat kn , nty drg x dapat maw berehat pla sbb mlayan aku . . tpy mama dy pksa jga aku masuk . . then kmi p klcc , drg ne x juga pndai penat , x rehat lg ne . . hehe . . xpala join jak laa hehe . . lepas 2 aku da nak blik , sbb tkt if lmbat sgt xda bus pla nak g shah alam . . malam tu ibnu kena mara oleh his mum sbb x suh aku bawa baju utk stay dgn drg . . hehe . . aku mmg sengaja juga xnak stay dgn drg sbb aku taw drg msty nak rehat , xkan nak ganggu pla kn . . hihi . .



some of our picture at klcc :)









so besok nya aku pegi lg kl jmpa mereka sekeluarga . . n kali ne aku d tegas kn utk harus mbawa baju . . kwn aku mas n lynn pn suh aku stay jak dgn drg . . aku pn dgn pasrah nya bawa la baju hehe . . adam , anak kak umi , anak buah ibnu , sgt2 shomeellll ok . . mula2 dy x nak pn sama aku . . lama2 nak jga . . best la maen dgn dy . . petah . . lepas tu dgr ckp hehe . . firas , anak kak ana , anak buah ibnu jga , pn shommmeelll sgt2 . . tpy dy xnak lepas dr mama dy . . lepas jak dr tgn mama dy , kompom nangis . . manaja sgt . . hehe . . tpy mmg sepanjang aku stay dgn family dy , mmg happening laa n mmg xdpt d lupa kn . . terasa mcm dgn family sendiri pla dr layanan drg 2 . . tempat tdur d sedia kn , makan d beli kan , mmg aku btl2 bhutang budi la dgn family dy . . segan aku masa 2 lg la susah nak describe . . huhu . .

tpy xpala . . yg penting aku banyak buat memory dgn dy n family yaa . . hehe . . if ada kesempatan mmg rasa nak macam tu lg , tpy haha tgk la macam mana kn . . masing2 pn da busy da skrg . . manataw ada jodoh , aku dgn ibnu , dpt la buat vacation mcm 2 lagi . . insya Allah , amin . . hehe




n yes entry kali ne aku mmg byk merepek n blah blah blah , so boring sikit . . i admit dat . . aku pn rasa boring bila baca . . sbb x banyak yg menarik , xda gmbr , tulisan jak . . hehe . . gmbr x byk sgt , sbb mostly gambar guna tab kak ana n kak umi . . so gmbr2 tu aku belum dpat lg sbb c boyfriend 'teramat-amat la busy' utk email 2 gmbar . . later i update pasal pic2 kami pula keyhh~ hehe . . perasan pla aku ne ada org yg baca ne blog . . haha . . yeah whatever la kn . . suit myself ;p


Sunday 20 January 2013

emosi x stabil



see emoticon kt atas?? mcm 2 la emosi sy skg ne . . seriously shit aku stress ! huhu . . tlg la , sudala aku ada paper esk . . aku study pn x masuk . . maty la ne mcm ne . . haiz . . apala naseb aku . . sodeh den . .


apa sala saia ??



aku pn xtaw apa sbb nya . . apa sala aku ?? apa yg aku suda buat ?? apa yg aku buat sala ?? apa yg aku kasi sakit aty ?? apa yg aku buat x kena ?? apa ?? apa ???? apaa ????!!

selama ne aku x pena pn maw wat mcm 2 kn if ada apa2 . . tpy kmu ??? aduii . . stress btl aku . . mcm maw nanges jak aku rasa . . mcm x wujud jak aku ne kn . . hahaha . . terima kasih la . . wakakaka . .



aku suda bgs2 , try ok2 . . still u treat me like a trash . . aku try think positif , malaz nak think negatif , x bgs utk kesihatan kn org ckp . . wahaha i try try n try . . tpy , sepa2 pn yg berada d tempat aku akan terasa benda yg sama mcm aku rasa laa . . aku xpena maw wt mcm 2 . . anything aku simpan jak dlm aty , pendam sendiri , x pena pn nak gedix2 ne grrr~

dala whatever la . . bak kata Mr. Right , "abai kan jerr . . xkan benda mcm 2 bg effect kot dgn aku" . . yes u r right bebeh ~ tpy still stress aku x hlg lg ne . . huhu . . aku maw bgyla2 , maw p bjln , kasi hlg stress tpy ada paper sok . . huhu . . nunu , cpat la dtg cne :'( i need u . . huhuhu . .



ish law dtg gyla aku ne . . aku p jak ne bjalan . . grrr ~ ok laa . . chooww ~



Friday 18 January 2013

he's coming ~ :)




YEAH ! HE'S COMING ~



who's coming ?? 'HE' ?? who is he ?? why he's coming ?? what for ?? is he that important??



IBNU ZULHIKMAH MOHD AMRI


chann ~ he's the one that im talking about . . ngeh ngeh ngeh . . today he's coming here , but too sad , he's not going to see me today . . because , tonight he have to go Kelantan to visit his family there . . his mum have told him to bring me but too bad i have my final paper on 21st Jan . . it's ok . . we will meet soon :)

i want to make more memories with him ~ sweet memory only ok . . hehe . . all this years , too many things we have been through . . n alhamdulillah we can get through all of that . . i know i'd make too many mistake , so do him . . we learned from our mistake to be a better person . . nobody's perfect right ? we're perfect in our own imperfection ;p


if u will call ur troubles experiences , n remember that every experience develops some latent force within u , u will grow vigorous n happy , however adverse ur circumstances may seem to be . .

if a thing is worth doing , it is worth doing well . . if it is worth having , it is worth waiting for . . if it is worth attaining , it is worth fighting for . . if it is worth experiencing , it is worth putting aside time for . .





i wish i can grow old with him . . i wish he is my the other half . . i wish he is my soul n i wish he is my Mr. Right , the one n only one . . i want to be a mother for his children . . i want to be a women who always be there whenever he need . . i want to live with him for the rest of my life . .



dush dush dush ! tumbuk dulu aku ne . . pang pang pang ! tampar lg . . masi x sedar ne . . masa ne la kunun maw b'jiwa2 . . faran study oii . . paper math 2 xlama lg . . tgl 1 jak lg paper . . sbar la ko . . psne ko enjoy laa . . 1 apa pn x study lg ne . . dala 2 test out of 3 gagal . . n now x start lg study . . pergghh tbaek la . . tpy mmg x pena2 aku gagal math ohh . . ne la sejarahh . . xtaw la napa . . sama ada aku x study or benda ne btl2 susa . .



bha study . . gambatte !





Thursday 17 January 2013

sushi king ~





alololoo~ comel kn gmbr 2 kn . . hehe . . kesakitan kena cubit ;p cyan dehh ~



arini nak ceta apa ea ? ohh yaa . . sushi king ~ hehe . . arini kmi outing . . pija nak cr noverl "SETIA HUJUNG NYAWA" . . yala kn . . skg ceta 2 kn top . . n pija ne mmg kaki novel . . so nak cr novel 2 . . n ziha pla mmg nak kuar , just xtaw nak g mana . . so kmi pn join la drg ne . . ish3 kmi tiga org ne , (aku , lynn n mas) x sedar2 diri lg ne ada lg 1 paper . . math , on 21th Jan ~ haha . . mcm xda smngat jak kmi maw study math ne . . ish2 not good not good ;p



ya Allah bg la kmi semangat n kekuatan utk belajar for this last paper . . bg la kami kesedaran utk terus belajar n tidak terus lalai

lepas mkn cucur pisang , kmi pn bsiap nak jln . . hehe . . jln no 1 kn . . belajar pnya liat . . pemalaz ehh huhuhu . . kmi p jusco n setia mall . . jusco p popular , pija beli novel 2 , ziha pn ada beli gak . . tpy aku xtaw la novel apa yg drg beli . . x sure gak laa . . sbb aku ne bkn minat sgt bab2 novel ne . . hehe . . n amazingly aku lgsg xda beli apa2 . . hihi . . aku pn tkejut dgn diri sndiri . . if ekt aty mmg byk sgt yg nak d beli . . tpy i tan aty . . pujuk diri sndiri utk x beli . . n its work ! woww ! haha . .



muka bahagia maw p mkn sushi ~ :D


then p setia mall . . p sna just nk p mkn . . ehehe . . i nak mkn SUSHI KING ! . . yeah ! finally ~ hehe . . mula2 engt nk take away jerr tpy rupanya lynn pn maw mkn sushi . . so kiteorg separate laa . . mas pija n ziha x mkn sushi . . drg g mkn kt food court n aku n lynn p sushi king . . kmi order mcm 5 org yg mkn jak haha . . n finally aku wat member card utk sushi king hehe . . dr dlu nk wat tpy x kesampaian jak . . ada jak masala . . n now . . i got it ! yeah ~ sbb dy ckp law wat member ada voucher knu rm20 . . haha . . kiranya voucher 2 gna utk byar 2 member card la hehe . . card 2 pn da rm20 . .


makan la kmi sepuas puas nya . . hehe . . n perut pn mngembang semacam . . wahahaha . . tpy sygg . . x abes kmi mkn . . lynn la 2 yg x abes . . sbb tlampaw kenyang da . . n ada lg order kmi yg x smpi lg . . kmi da chow . . haha . . kmi x cancel kn pn . . ish ! kejam nya engko faran . . sejak bila lg ne ?? ;p hahaha . . tpy x effect pn kn . . sbb drg cuma akan kira berapa pinggan yg ada atas meja kmi jak . . so yg kmi x mkn 2 xdala dlm bil . . hehe . .












pas mkn 2 . . kmi jmpa balik la kn dgn drg ziha . . kmi pn wat onar kat daiso . . wakakakaa . . lepas 2 . . blik la kn . . apa lg . . hehe . . sbb kmi mngejar ceta 'Setia Hujung Nyawa' kul 7pm . . lucu kn . . sbb ceta 2 . . kmi kulang kabut nak balik . .

ohyaa . . before that . . otw nak p parking lot . . we saw something ~ ngeh ngeh ngeh



haha what do u think guys ? cute kn ;p