The hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

Monday, 28 November 2011

just read :)

"Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Yeah, I might mess around
And get my college degree
I bet my old man will be so proud of me
But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait

Oh yes, I said it, I said it
I said it 'cause I can"

lalalala~ today i don't feel like doing anything... lalalala~
hmmm today im soooo bad mood, no mood at all.. but im perfectly acting like nothing bothered me at all... im so good huh?! LOL~ puji dri sndri.. tia taw malu eh... ahaa~

there's something that i can't do anything at all... i did try my best, do whatever i can, anything that possible for me to do.. but seems it doesn't work at all.. i think it won't work if only 1 side, it need both side, might be.. hehe.. merapu lae.. lalalaa~ ...

ehmm... i will act perfectly from now on.. no worries, i will be fine, in your eyes... i promise i will act nice without leaving any suspicious... im smile outside but im deeply hurt inside.. :) no matter what.. i will smile, smile n smile... act like it's not hurt at all... aahhh no worries coz im gonna be fine, i will be fine, no im absolutely fine... haha.. what is it im talking about?? am i insane?? i must be crazy already... hehe..

last saturday, i went to sushi king with my lovely boy... hehe... perrrgghh!! it's been awhile since i ate sushi... im carving it for a long time oredy... thanx to u my love for bring me there.... but, before we had sushi for our lunch.. we have to do something for my younger brother who has studied in MRSM... since he can't go anywhere, he need my help... u know what kinda help he need?? he asked me to buy flower n chocolate for his gf... at first, i was shocked he asked me to do that for him.. yeah u know, i didn't expect this from him, coz before, he never think about gf, everything is about game... n now??? wow how he can be so romantic in such a time?? hehe.. it's good, he has improvement towards girl, just i hope that girl didn't hurt him by leaving him.. she would get some lesson from me, I SWEAR !

hmmm to sad we didn't took many pictures on that day... myb we're t0o busy search flower for my brother.. hehe.. it's oklaa.. next time we will.. right love??? :))

last word from me, i will be the happiest person in this world from now on... i won't cry, i won't hurt... no matter what, i will always smile n happy...

Sunday, 20 November 2011

happy birthday 'NOOB' !


today is my 2ndd younger brother's birthday... n on 11.11.2011 was my dad's birthday... both of them have the nice date of birthday this year rite?? hehe... nice ne... my ade 20.11.2011.. my dad 11.11.11... waaa.. law maw tgu bday aku pn gtu nice dy pnya trikh, huhu xlama... 25.12.2512.. haha.. naa brapala umur aku 2?? nta idup ka x lae hehehe.. tpy xpala.. yg pntg kra spesel jua bday aku 2... tyme christmas... semua org pn smbut even if aku x kna smbut hehehe..

oleh sbb ade ku yg ketiga lelaki skg ne tgh spm.. kami just beli kek secret recipe ne, n take away kfc n pizza then mkn sma2 dgn dy d hostel... sna kmi bkmpung mkn depan hostel nya hehe... gyla byk mknan kmi 2 kn... kfc 2 barrel bha d beli.. ps2 sedekah ma kwn2 ade ku yg ada d asrama jga.. knyg smpai ke mlm bha.. mlm nda lalu lae maw mkn coz knyg... alhamdulillah.. :)) thanx mum, thanx dad...

hmmm myb my entry today kinda boring kn... haha nevermind.. actually i don't know what should i put in this blog... so i just post randomly, anything that i like.. can i?? for sure i can.. coz i have the right to do so.. haha.. ok fine im talked non - sense oredy... before its getting worse, better i stop here.. hehe.. oklaa... annyo :))