just read :)

"Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Yeah, I might mess around
And get my college degree
I bet my old man will be so proud of me
But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait

Oh yes, I said it, I said it
I said it 'cause I can"

lalalala~ today i don't feel like doing anything... lalalala~
hmmm today im soooo bad mood, no mood at all.. but im perfectly acting like nothing bothered me at all... im so good huh?! LOL~ puji dri sndri.. tia taw malu eh... ahaa~

there's something that i can't do anything at all... i did try my best, do whatever i can, anything that possible for me to do.. but seems it doesn't work at all.. i think it won't work if only 1 side, it need both side, might be.. hehe.. merapu lae.. lalalaa~ ...

ehmm... i will act perfectly from now on.. no worries, i will be fine, in your eyes... i promise i will act nice without leaving any suspicious... im smile outside but im deeply hurt inside.. :) no matter what.. i will smile, smile n smile... act like it's not hurt at all... aahhh no worries coz im gonna be fine, i will be fine, no im absolutely fine... haha.. what is it im talking about?? am i insane?? i must be crazy already... hehe..





last saturday, i went to sushi king with my lovely boy... hehe... perrrgghh!! it's been awhile since i ate sushi... im carving it for a long time oredy... thanx to u my love for bring me there.... but, before we had sushi for our lunch.. we have to do something for my younger brother who has studied in MRSM... since he can't go anywhere, he need my help... u know what kinda help he need?? he asked me to buy flower n chocolate for his gf... at first, i was shocked he asked me to do that for him.. yeah u know, i didn't expect this from him, coz before, he never think about gf, everything is about game... n now??? wow how he can be so romantic in such a time?? hehe.. it's good, he has improvement towards girl, just i hope that girl didn't hurt him by leaving him.. she would get some lesson from me, I SWEAR !







hmmm to sad we didn't took many pictures on that day... myb we're t0o busy search flower for my brother.. hehe.. it's oklaa.. next time we will.. right love??? :))

last word from me, i will be the happiest person in this world from now on... i won't cry, i won't hurt... no matter what, i will always smile n happy...