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Monday 19 September 2011

it's time for me to get married...





skrg ne, if aku p mna2 or search kat mna2, no matter la either fb, twitter, blog, or p uma macik, stay2 ma kazen or even hang out with my friends, all talked about marriage.. n ramai yg nak kawen.... even my friends yg 1 skola dlu pn da byk da yg kawen.. ada yg da jdy bapa n mak org lg.. aku pla.. masi kat cne.. stuck kat U, study.. hehe... hmmm.. it's not like im regret about it, it's just hmm im just saying.. hahaha LOL~

actually, td tyme2 tgk2 my cuzzy2's fb, hehe, i saw something.. i saw that Kak Leen is officially engaged with Asri ! waa congratz kak leen... :)) hmm actually aku xla taw sgt sal 2 kn.. aku just nmpk jak dy post 2 status nya mcm 2, so i assume it is real la kn.. hehe.. ok la 2, kak leen pn bsar da (wlupun only 1 year beza with me hehe).. da ada keja sndri, boyfrend pn da keja, mmg da leh bg mkn kak leen... hehehe... i think 2 kn bnda baek, so ok laa.. g pn rsa nya mmg dr dlu g kak leen pena ckp yg dy maw kawen awl hehe... good for her.. aku ada la jga tbaca komen2 drg kazen2 ku kn.. mostly drg da kawen maw kawen n tgh ngandung.. tgl aku jak.. im the only one yg tgl.. xla de only one kn.. ada jua la dak2 keci masi.. nda yg sebaya mcm aku.. hehe.. siok jak dgr ceta2 drg sal anak2 drg, sal braya taun depan masing2 perut berat hehe... mcm bez jak kn.. hehe... harap2 perkahwinan n hbgn drg bkekelan smpai bila2 n bahagiaa... aminnn



hehe... cumil kn gmbr 2.. hehe.. ah?? me?? kawen?? hehe.. i think, this is not the right time for me to think about it.. aku rsa pjalanan hdup aku masi pnjang lg... byk lg yg perlu d wat.. :) hehe dont get confused with the title.. ;p bkn aku namaw kawen... maw bha.. haih sepa namaw kawen kn, rugi 2.. hehe.. tpy aku lum tpkir utk kawen dlm masa tdekat ne... insyaallah dlm 5 6 taun lg.. hehe.. aku pn skg ne masi g study, wlu pun da maw abes da, tgl bbrapa mgu jak lg utk abes kn diploma, insyaallah, tpy aku masi lum bsedia maw pkir2 sal kawen ne.. keja pn lum g.. n insyaallah aku maw smbung degree, taun depan, 2pn law xda halangan n dengan keizinan dr-Nya... kita kn hanya merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan.. so aku hanya mampu merancang jak.. hehe..






apa calon?? calon ada bha suda.. insyaallah, dunt worry... gmbr d atas ne, nela calon nya.. aisehmen.. hehe... jan tkejut, actually kmi pena gak ceta2 sal kawen ne.. tpy ceta2 gtu2 jak la, xdala smpi lebi2 kn hehe.. x brane la jga maw lebi2, eyala kn, kmi kn dua2 pn masi lg study, lum g abes study, even maw abes study, tpy lum ada keja yg ttap g.. org ckp ekonomi pn masi lum stabil.. hehe.. so law maw kawen now, lupa kn la niat 2 hehehe..



i think he is the right one for me... i think jak la kn.. nda jua brane maw ckp over2.. law btl dy jodoh aku, insyaallah kami pasty akan d satukan.. aisehmen, apa jua bha ayat2 aku suma mlm ne.. mcm laen2 jak suma hehe.. pelik bha.. xpala kn.. skale skala kta bpkiran matang cket :)) dr bdak nakal, bpkiran nda waras, aku jdy bdak baek n bpkiran waras ole dy.. hehe.. dr sot otak, nda btl, jdy btl da otak.. dy dpt kawal aku.. dy taw mcm mna maw ajar aku.. he has his own way.. he know how to make me jdy org yg btl dr dlu nya org x btl.. hehe.. dy byk mngajar aku tntang khidupan n phbgn yg sbnr... byk merubah aku... aku brasa sgt2 bsykur sbb "jmpa balik" dgn dy.. msty confused kn dgn jmpa blik.. hehe..

sbnrnya dlu kmi pna kapel, tyme bdak2 skola, tpy tpisa sbb aku pndah skola.. dlu myb org ckp cinta monyet, tpy skg btl da ne kot, x monyet2 lg hehe.. yala kn masing2 pn da bsar da, da bole pkir da mna baek mana buruk.. hehe.. masing2 pn ada kelemahan n kelebihan masing2.. x semua org perfect.. itu suda smstynya.. jdy kta ne, knala bpikiran tbuka n positif dan jga knala blajar utk mmahami n mnerima sgala kelemahan n kkurangan i2.. :)) x sala kn? aisehmen, kdg2 buli jua aku ne jdy org dewasa bha.. ndala juga childish sgt... hahahaha LOL~ ;p

okla... that's all for tonight... saja2 jak maw share2 apa yg aku rsa... hehe.. xda sala nya pn kn :) nyte !



2 comments:

Unknown said...

esemen..
hihi...
kdg2 jeles jg kan tinguk kwn2 sbaya ramai suda bekawinan..


tp biasa sja bah..
hahaha... yg pting ada suda calonmu tu..

Unknown said...

hehehe... eya jeles 2 mmg jeles...

tpy orait seja bha 2... lum g masa nya utk kawen hehe...

aah yg pntg ada suda calon.. insyaallah la kn bpnjangan :)